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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 12, 2008 13:56:35 GMT 1
"I'll be fine. She wouldn't allow it anyways.." Christian shrugged, pushing himself up to allow his back to rest against the headboard of the bed with his little girl in his lap. He bounced her a couple of times against his knee a couple of times to get her to laugh. The best thing to wake up to was her smile, always. "How come you stayed? Didn't you miss some of your classes?"
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 12, 2008 15:04:08 GMT 1
Aidan stretched out next to them. He shrugged. "It doesn't matter" He said watching Chris with his daughter. "I had a very good performance last week and they allowed me to skip the practical test today" He said blushing slightly, happy that he was that good. "Besides I prefered staying with you" He murmured barely audibly
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 12, 2008 15:12:12 GMT 1
"Someone seems awfully proud of themselves.." Christian chuckled, running his thumb across his blushing cheek. Pulling him in for a quick peck on the lips. Brooklyn blew a kiss. She really was her fathers daughter. "I'm sorry for being such an ass"
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 12, 2008 21:20:25 GMT 1
"I am" Aidan nodded smiling and of course blishing more when Christian kissed him. He laughed when Brooke sent her kiss too and he blew a kiss in her direction. "And I'm sorry too. I shouldn't have reacted that way. It was stupid" He sighed. "I guess....I don't know anything about your past...and Reese hasn't talked to me for a long while now...and when you said "your baby"...I had this stupid thought. I knew I shouldn't have and I'm really sorry. But I was scared..."
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 13, 2008 20:37:28 GMT 1
"Don't blame yourself for my bad attitude..It wasn't your fault..nor hers" Christian sighed, shaking his head. Ok, so maybe he could blame himself for not trusting him but everything else was totally Chris. "You wouldn't want to know anything about my past..it'll scare you away from me..but you should know that you could always trust me with Reese. She's been my best friend since I started this school..and I've never touched her..I wanted to..loads of times. She was my first real crush..but her friendship is more important to me than some fling.."
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 13, 2008 20:51:04 GMT 1
First real crush. Aidan cringed. Maybe he still felt that way about Reese even though she was his friend. He didn't want these thoughts but it was hard not to think that way. And did that mean he and Chris would never be friends because they were lovers? Aidan wondered about it all for a moment, along with the other thing. Finally he looked back at Chris. "I think I do want to know about your past"
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 13, 2008 20:57:04 GMT 1
Christian chewed on his bottom lip, unsure as to how to explain his past to his current lover. He didn't want Aidan to leave him or feel less secure about being with him because he had a lot of experience in certain things. He wasn't proud of what he was. He looked down at Brooke in his lap, running his fingers through her dark curls. "What do you want to know exactly?"
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 13, 2008 21:30:21 GMT 1
Aidan didn't know. He'd rather know nothing because he knew that would hurt him but not knowing anything would keep torturing him. Constant guessing, not knowing what to expect. Aidan needed to know that. "Anything you think I should know" He said biting his lip too. "Anything that could help me get to know you better"
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 13, 2008 21:40:57 GMT 1
Christian stayed silent for awhile, not knowing what to say or how to even start for that matter. He didn't want to come out and say something that Aidan wasn't looking for but could potentially break them. In his opinion, Aidan didn't need to know anything. He got up from the bed, busying himself with getting Brooke a juice bottle from the mini fridge across the room to bid him some time.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 13, 2008 21:54:39 GMT 1
Aidan sat up on the bed crossing his legs the indian style and propping his arms on his knees. He was watching Christian still chewing on his bottom lip. Was it really that bad? "Chris?" He spoke in a soft voice. "could you hand me a glass of water?" He asked to buy Chris more time and get something that would occupy his shaking hands
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 13, 2008 22:07:57 GMT 1
Christian tossed a bottle of water in his general direction, turning back around to face him. He opened his mouth to speak but no words would come. This would be a hell of a lot easier if he were to explain his past to anyone but Aidan. His boyfriend was far too innocent and it only made him feel more disgusting than before. "I really don't know what I'm suppose to tell you.." He mumbled, sitting his daughter down with her bottle and dropping to the floor next to her.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 13, 2008 22:14:58 GMT 1
Aidan reached out catching the bottle and untapped it taking a few quick sips. Christian didn't come to sit with him. It wasn't good. Aidan was getting more nervous. His stomach squeezed in a very unpleasant way making him feel sick. "Everything then. Like...how many people you...slept with" He said preparing himself for the worst
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 13, 2008 22:29:02 GMT 1
Christian cringed at what Aidan asked out of him. That was the one question he didn't want to answer, he was ashamed of it. He hid his face in his hands, resting his elbows on his knees. This wasn't something he had in mind waking up to. "I lost count after I ran out of fingers and toes.." He answered almost inaudibly.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 13, 2008 22:37:04 GMT 1
Aidan rolled eyes and snorted with small laugher seemingly cool with the answer but inside he felt as if someone kicked him in stomach. He was getting more sick from all that stress. "Alright. In scale 0-10 how good was I? And who was better than me? Were there more girls or guys?" He shot the questions at once scared he'd stop asking after the next one
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 13, 2008 22:49:38 GMT 1
Christian glanced up at him in confusion as he heard Aidan laugh. How could anyone find this particular humorous? Especially when finding out that your boyfriend really is a whore. "You were 9.5 I suppose..for your first time. And I've been with more girls you could say. They are a lot easier to come by.." He replied honestly. He refused to answer his other question. For one, he didn't know the names of everyone he had been with and comparing anyone to Aidan was plain wrong and possibly fatal.
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