My eyes cant believe what they have seen (Ryan)

[Grant Carson]

Ryan had been released from the hospital, and he wanted to give him a day out, give him something fun to do. So he’d planned a big days events, made sure he had plenty of money for it and everything, now he just needed to get his friend on board with his little plan and then everything would be set. Of course he wasn’t sure if Ryan would go along with it or not.. but he could hope he would right?

He hopped around the school and pranced into Ryan’s bedroom. He jumped onto his bed and grinned at him. It was an ungodly hour but hey the early bird catches the worm right. Grant kissed his cheek and slid under the blankets with him. “Ryan. Ryan. Ryannnn.” He nuzzled his ear. “You’re coming out with me today. I have decided we need a break! Yes we do.”

[Ryan Robins]

Ryan had been asleep. Deeply so. So when Grant slipped into his bed, he just muttered something under his breath, turning around and burying his head into his pillow. He wasn't used to people being in his bed. Even Jesse had usually gone back to his own dorm after spending the evening. And now that he was single...

So that's why he jumped ten feet in the air when he turned around and opened his eyes. "Grant! Holy...fcuk you scared me." He pressed a hand to his chest, laughing a little at his response and snuggling into Grant. He'd decided that fcuk it, he wanted to be friends, and friends involved touching, even if he was supposedly straight.

[Grant Carson]

He hadn't done anything bad to him lately. He'd been trying really hard to respect his want to be straight. So all he ever did was a few teasing nips and touches, like before, he just didn't take it any farther. It was easier for his friend if he didn't. Even if he liked him more then anything else. He had to behave. From now on.

Grant chuckled, rolling around on the bed for a moment or two. “Haha. I didn't mean to really. I just came to wake you up.” It was still slightly dark outside which was fine by him. Grant held him close, cuddling him into himself and kissed his nose. “Time to wake up sleepy. You've got a long day. Now like I was saying, spending the day, with me. Yes, I have plans for us!”

[Ryan Robins]

"What kind of plans?" Ryans lips were attached to the others neck, cuddling into him and loving how he had someone close to him, someone he could wake up with. He'd missed it a lot. Even if it was a girl he should want, he was in love with Grant. Only..he could admit it to himself, not to anyone else. It would cause more problems and he was doing better. He was becoming sane. A little.

[Grant Carson]

Grant just smiled at him, holding him where he was and kissing his cheek. "Like plans where you spend the entire day and night with me." He ran his fingers through his friends hair and teasingly bounced on the bed. "Lets see, dancing, and shows, and other things, and dinner, and ice cream, and well.. just spending the day with a friend? With me?"

Liking girls was overrated. Grant liked men and he had turned out just fine so far, so what was the big deal? More over.. he really liked Ryan. More like love. But still.

[Ryan Robins]

"Oh. oh I like that!" Ryan bounced onto the bed, wrapping arms around Grant and kissing his cheek. "What did I do to deserve that?" It sounded amazing. Just going somewhere, having a nice day, without therapy or medication or difficult questions about his sexuality. Though he'd have to protest if Grant would drag him to a gay club. Only because it reminded him of what he wanted.

[Grant Carson]

Grant was grinning now. Couldn't help it. He hugged him close and tugged his hair gently. “I just want to spend time with you. We both need a break, and I figured hell why not today? We're not doing anything big today.” He kissed his head. “So we can go play!” So yes, he was excited as hell. He'd be getting Ryan for the day. Yay!

[Ryan Robins]

Ryan grinned back at him, that wide ass smile on his face that meant he was actually genuinely happy about something. Finally. His eyes softened and he kissed his best friends cheek before slipping out of the bed and dragging himself to the closet, rubbing at his eyes. "What to wear, what to wear" He mumbled to himself, going through his clothes. It had to be practical and stylish. Comfortable and he had to look hot.

[Grant Carson]

God. He lived to see that smile of his, the one he had on his face right now. His friend seemed so happy to be going out, to just spend the day away from all the bad and have a little bit of fun. He loved that. He really did. Grant just watched him get dressed, or rather hunt for clothes. He chuckled and slid onto his bed, just sitting there for the moment. "Anything else you'd like to add to our to do list? Any ideas for something fun you've been wanting to try?"

[Ryan Robins]

Ryan smiled at him, finally settling on some jeans and a button-up shirt that made his eyes stand out. Okay, so maybe he didn't look exactly like he wanted to - drop dead gorgeous - but at least he looked alright. "The plans you have sound amazing. Let's just see where we end up, alright?" He'd like to take a walk in the park, just walk and enjoy the sun, the scenery, but it was something that sounded romantic enough for him to be shy about telling Grant.

[Grant Carson]

Grant looked him over and smiled brightly. He looked amazing like he always did. He held his arms open and motioned him over. “Alright. Sounds good to me.” He chuckled lightly and looked at him. “So I take it I’m forgiven for scaring you?” He hadn’t thought that he’d scare him by jumping into his bed. That had been interesting. A walk would be nice. Very nice.

[Ryan Robins]

Ryan grinned a little, poking Grants side. "Oh, maybe. You'll find out soon enough." Yes, he was forgiven, but it didn't mean he wouldn't retaliate. It felt great to be able to laugh and joke around with his friend again. It hadn't happened ever since the suicide attempt, which apparently made people walk on eggshells around him, not wanting to upset him or laugh things off so easily.

[Grant Carson]

He’d been wanting to spend time with him again for a while, it just hadn’t worked out. They, at least Grant had gotten a little busy. He pouted playfully and slid from the bed to his friend, wrapping his arms around him and giving him a little hug. “Will I now?” He kissed at his nose again and grabbed his hand pulling him to the door. “Do you have everything you need for today?”

[Ryan Robins]

Their hands fit together easily, making him smile. "Yeah, I think I do. Hold on-" He went through his pockets quickly. Money, keys, phone...yeah he had it all. Including a smile and twinkling eyes that made his face light up. "I need to call Ange sometime today though, remind me of that?" He couldn't really remember if he'd told his friend about the pregnancy yet. Possibly. He'd been in a daze for the past week.

[Grant Carson]

He waited for him to check his pockets and grinned. “Okay?” He nodded his head. “I can do that.” He pressed a kiss to his cheek and tugged him out the door. “Time to go and spend a day outside! What should we do first? Breakfast, movie, what?” He wanted to know what Ryan wanted to do. It was a day to help him relax mind you.