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Post by Christian Tait on May 5, 2008 10:58:58 GMT 1
Christian didn't understand the blush but he didn't look anything in to it. Aidan wasn't some pedophile that he had to watch closely with his child, or at least he didn't want to believe that he was. He slipped the diaper from his hands, figuring that the task could be done much faster if he just did it himself. He still had time to learn.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on May 5, 2008 11:06:35 GMT 1
Aidan blushed even more, ashamed that he couldn't do it himself. He still had so much to learn to become a good father. At the age of nineteen. And it was just in a few weeks. he didn't even know how he got into it but be definitely wasn't going to complain. Instead he'd just try to learn everything. "I'll know how to do it next time" He mumbled
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Post by Christian Tait on May 5, 2008 11:21:58 GMT 1
"It's alright, I sucked at first too. But I've had a lot of practice. Been doing this since I was thirteen" Christian shrugged, reaching behind him to rub his back reassuringly. He could do all the little stuff on his own without problems. It was the big things that he had trouble with. Maybe he was asking too much out of Aidan, he wasn't ready for the life that Chris had chose for himself.
He sat her down on the floor once he finished getting her dressed, where she crawled to play with the toys that littered the floor around her bed. "It's too bad she'll never look like you. I'd much rather see your face in her than her mum's.." He said conversationally. Not that he didn't think that she was the most beautiful little girl in the world.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on May 5, 2008 11:27:59 GMT 1
Aidan hissed when Christian's hand touched the bruise on his back. He took the hand quickly and moved it higher so it wouldn't cause him pain. Something like that would never happen in the past. he'd escape at the mere touch. But it was Christian so it was different. Aidan knew Christian didn't want to hurt you and what happened was just an accident so he wasn't afraid of the other's touch.
"She looks like you and that makes her beautiful" Aidan swered softly. HE was glad the baby wouldn't look like him. Skinny, pale. She wouldn't be happy
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Post by Christian Tait on May 5, 2008 11:37:25 GMT 1
Christian jumped at his hiss and quickly dropped his hand back into his lap only to have it picked back again and adjusted a little higher on his back. He kneaded it carefully, so as to not hurt him again. "Not much.." It was hard to see the resemblance when you were the parent. He dropped his head on to his shoulder, not letting his eyes leave the child on the floor. He couldn't forget again.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on May 5, 2008 11:43:57 GMT 1
"Oh yes she does" Aidan said smiling softly. "You may not see it as you're her father but she has your eyes and your lips. Not sure about her nose yet" He squeezed Christian's hand. He didn't want Chris to be afraid to touch him. They kept watching at the girl, Christian's head on Aidan's shoulder and Aidan's head resting against it.
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Post by Christian Tait on May 5, 2008 11:53:50 GMT 1
"Please Kinney. Don't compare her to me. She's beautiful..I'm hideous.." Christian laughed weakly. Of course that wasn't true, he knew what he was like and he was damn fine or at least thats what he thought. He was still angry at his own stupidity to say anything good about himself. "I'm jealous of you"
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Post by Aidan Kinney on May 5, 2008 12:58:33 GMT 1
Aidan looked at him raising one eyebrow. "Excuse me? NOw I feel offended. I don't date a hideous guy" He frowned at Christian. "She's beautiful cause she's a girl. You're damn hot" he kissed Christian's cheek. "Why jealous of me? " Who could ever be jealous of Aidan. That was insane
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Post by Christian Tait on May 5, 2008 21:10:54 GMT 1
Christian rolled his eyes. That wasn't saying much considering that he was Aidan's first everything so far. Unless the other was lying about how innocent he actually was. Not likely, he guessed. "I don't know why. I just am..there's something about you..something I can't explain that I want.." He stroked his hair, giving him a good once over to find that thing about him that intrigued him like so.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on May 5, 2008 21:22:52 GMT 1
Aidan smiled blushing involuntarly. "That's why you want to be with me. Because of that something" He leaned and kissed Christian's cheek. "Unless you plan to take it away from me and then imprison me" He winked. "but you know...there's something about you too. Something that attracts me"
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Post by Christian Tait on May 5, 2008 21:37:05 GMT 1
"Yes.." Christian nodded his head eagerly, jumping so that he tucked his legs neatly under himself. The incident with Brooke vanishing from his mind only for a brief moment."And what do you think that something is? I know part of mine..this.." He paused, rubbing his thumb across Aidan's blush and then kissing it. "There rest is harder to pinpoint..but I don't think its physical"
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Post by Aidan Kinney on May 5, 2008 21:39:22 GMT 1
Aidan's blush deepened at that. "I don't really know. I'm highly attracted to your lips and eyes. And your smile. i love the way you laugh. And there's this something I can't describe. And the feeling...the way I feel when I'm with you" It was so difficult to figure out. Aidan didn't know how to describe it
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Post by Christian Tait on May 5, 2008 22:01:26 GMT 1
Christian's face also turned a deep shade of red as he listened to Aidan's explanation as to why he was attracted to him. He was getting into the mushy stuff, feelings. It made him feel even more awkward and out of place. Up until recently he had thought that he was incapable of getting someone to fall for him and he the same. "I see.." He nodded, playing it cool.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on May 5, 2008 22:17:50 GMT 1
Aidan bit his lip. He noticed how Chris was trying to stay cool but felt awkward. "I'm sorry...I'll keep my mouth shut" He said quietly looking down at his own hands. "It's just that...you make me happy" He finished then got up to sit next to Brooke. He took a fluffy teddy bear and started talking with it, talking in a funny voice
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Post by Christian Tait on May 5, 2008 22:38:09 GMT 1
This wasn't something that Aidan should apologize for. He had wanted to know exactly what he saw in him that others could not. He just hadn't thought that he would react quite that way to it. Chris had already said the dreaded I love you, what more did Kinney expect out of him today? "I..err..I'm happy too.." He mumbled, hiding his red face in his pillow.
Brooklyn stared up at the speaker for a moment, not understanding why he was talking to her in such a voice until her brown eyes fell on the toy in his hands.It wasn't Dan talking, it was Mr. Bear! Her mouth dropped in surprise and she clapped her hands excitedly. "Mine!"
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