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Post by Christian Tait on May 12, 2008 22:05:07 GMT 1
Christian watched through half lidded eyes as Aidan guided his hand of his body, grateful that he was starting off with something slow. He needed that time, especially when his mind was still in the other room. He moved his hand lower, mimicking Aidan's movements from earlier. Not allowing him to let go of his hand. "Like this?" He whispered, nipping at his bottom lip. Maybe he should start taking his own advice and stop thinking and just do. It wasn't that difficult.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on May 12, 2008 22:12:14 GMT 1
Aidan lost control over Christian's hand and just held it covered with his own but letting Chris continue. He gasped when it reached the place he so wanted it to find but didn't have guts to lead it there. "Oh yes, yes, like this" He breathed closing his eyes enjoying and trying to get as much as possible before Chris changed his mind again. He needed to take all he could otherwise he'd go crazy. Or at least that's what it felt like
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Post by Christian Tait on May 12, 2008 22:26:55 GMT 1
Christian grabbed his chin and pulled him back to him in a heated kiss, drowning out his pants of "oh yeses". It sounded so strange coming from him. Whatever happened to the shy innocent Aidan Kinney that he had fallen for? He still liked this one, it was just strange. He wrapped his free arm around him, digging his nails into the soft flesh of his back to pull the thinner man half on top of him. Careful so as to not touch the bruise he had accidentally inflicted on him earlier.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on May 12, 2008 22:33:04 GMT 1
The shy and innocent Aidan was still here. His pink cheeks were the best proof to that. But at the same time the shy Aidan was learning new things about his body and giving up to its needs. Very strong needs sometimes. He wrapped his own free arm around Christian's neck returning the kiss with less talent but an equal passion, gasping when fingernails dug into his back. It didn't hurt. Everything was perfect.
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Post by Christian Tait on May 13, 2008 0:39:45 GMT 1
It seemed like Christian had been put on fast forward. His hands, his lips, his breathing, everything was moving extremely fast. To the point that he was beginning to turn clumsy. Not that it mattered much as long as he gave Aidan exactly what he wanted. That was his main goal. "Talk to me 'Dan. I don't want to think. Let me hear your voice.."
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Post by Aidan Kinney on May 13, 2008 7:21:32 GMT 1
Aidan didn't know what to say to Chris either. His mind was going blank, wrapped up securely in the mist of bliss that spread all over his slim body. "Then don't think" He whispered anyway. "Don't think, just keep doing that" HIs own body was on fast forward too now. His lips were traveling over Christian's neck and hands over his back.
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Post by Christian Tait on May 13, 2008 10:06:04 GMT 1
How in the hell did Aidan expect him to do that? He wouldn't have asked him for the distraction if it were that simple. Don't think, just keep doing that. So needy. He was half tempted to stop and be stubborn if it weren't for the desire to give him everything he wanted. He trailed his nails up his back, leaving four long red lines from where they scratched the surface of his skin. That was punishment enough he supposed.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on May 13, 2008 10:15:13 GMT 1
Maybe it was supposed to be a punishment but Aidan enjoyed it so much he moaned loudly rolling his head back and arching under Christian's touch. "You can't imagine how much I missed your touch" He murmured. "I know I'm impatient but Chris..." He opened his eyes and looked into Christian's. "I want you. I need to feel your touch sometimes. Not just hugging but..." He blushed again
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Post by Christian Tait on May 13, 2008 10:24:14 GMT 1
And that just made it worse. He didn't want to know about how bad of a lover he had been, especially not now. It ruined the mood. Christian closed his eyes to avoid his gaze, wrapping both arms around his middle. "I thought I was giving it to you.." He groaned, hiding his face in his the crook of his neck. "I've never not been good at anything before"
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Post by Aidan Kinney on May 13, 2008 10:36:01 GMT 1
Aidan sighed and pulled him close, all the passion gone...again...it was becoming really frustrating. "You're wrong. You're a perfect boyfriend. You treat me as if I was made of crystal. You show me so much warmth and make sure you don't treat me like...people from your past. You hug me, you kiss me, you show me how much I mean to me. It's amazing. I never believed I'd ever get that. And you want us to go slow, which I appreciate too. I prefer it that way. But..." He bit his bottom lip blushing. "Sometimes I just want to...make love to you...like we did that night. Not always but sometimes I just do...and it's really frustrating when you get me all excited and then stop" And as a proof to his words two tears of frustration slipped down his cheeks
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Post by Christian Tait on May 13, 2008 10:49:13 GMT 1
Against his better judgment, Christian lifted his head up to look at him. He didn't like what he saw. Once again he had reduced his boyfriend to tears. It made him sick to his stomach to know that it were all his fault. In his mind Aidan was this perfect crystal that he was afraid to touch or get too close in fear that he might break him. He had put so much effort into doing things right this time but all that did was disappoint him. "Then why don't you?" He mumbled, gently tracing his blush with the pad of his thumb. "I'm not stopping you.."
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Post by Aidan Kinney on May 13, 2008 11:01:46 GMT 1
"Yes you are" Aidan said quietly. "You just slow down suddenly and hug me. Or get up to do something....and the passion is gone...It's an obvious sign for me you don't want to continue and I just can't...I can't force it on you. I can't demand it when you don't want to." He sighed leaning and started pressing small kisses to Christian's chest.
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Post by Christian Tait on May 13, 2008 11:13:36 GMT 1
"You don't know what I want Kinney!" Christian growled. "I'm sorry for doing my job and keeping my mind in the other room but you have no idea what I really want to be doing" He smacked him then, on the cheek. It wasn't anything hard enough to hurt him, just a release of excess anger. "Have you ever thought that maybe I wanted you to force something on me? That maybe..just maybe I'd rather give myself to you than the other way around? I'm sorry that I'm not what you expected"
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Post by Aidan Kinney on May 13, 2008 11:26:55 GMT 1
He smacked him. Not hard but still. Aidan couldn't believe it. His eyes widened as his hand covered the offended cheek, his chin trembling. He swallowed audibly even more confused than he was before.
"Have you ever thought that maybe I wanted you to force something on me?"
Could Chris finally decide what he wanted? If Aidan was trying to be more demanding and aggressive he'd hear what happened to the innocent Aidan Chis liked so much. When he was being innocent he'd hear that. He didn't know what to do anymore. Whatever he tried Chris was always disappointed with him.
"Forget I said anything" He sighed getting up and reaching out for the towel. He gave up "We don't have to have sex. It's not that important anyway" He said getting out of the tub and walking to the kitchen. He prepared two cups then opened the cupboard and took out a tea box
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Post by Christian Tait on May 13, 2008 11:39:39 GMT 1
Christian didn't make a move as Aidan got up to leave him. There wasn't any point in trying to get him to stay, they would only continue this ridiculous argument anyways. He couldn't see why Aidan had gotten so upset, he was willingly trying to give him everything that he asked for. He crossed his arms across his chest, slowly sinking lower and lower until he had completely submerged himself under water with no intention on coming back up. How many fights was that today? Ten? Eleven? It was starting to get a little old.
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