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Post by Aidan Kinney on May 7, 2008 11:56:22 GMT 1
Aidan shook head feeling silly that he was crying but he couldn't stop it. "It's not a silly idea. It's a wonderful idea and you don't know how much that means to me. That you're ready to do something like tht for me. To choose between me and your family. No one has ever even considered anything like that for me but I want you to know that if they really decide not to understand and disown you I'll support you. I will be here for you. If that's not an answer you expected then I'm sorry. " He lowered his head again
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Post by Christian Tait on May 8, 2008 0:07:21 GMT 1
Christian sighed, taking Aidan's hand to pull him towards him so that he could wrap his arms around his waist. He would support him? This concerned Chris, he had thought for sure that he would protest him doing such a thing. "Maybe I should think about it more before I go do anything drastic?" He asked more to himself than to Aidan.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on May 8, 2008 8:11:25 GMT 1
Aidan didn't know why he would have to protest. He didn't want to be Christians dirty little secret forever and the fact that the other wanted to treat it seriously left him all fuzzy inside. Or at least that's what it felt before they had this conversation. Now Aidan was feeling rather sick than happy and wanted to just curl up and cry.
He let Christian wrap arms around him and kissed the side of his head. "Do what's best for you Chris. I want you to be happy so do what you feel you should do. I'll understand everyhing" He whispered desperately trying to stop the tears and failing miserably
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Post by Christian Tait on May 8, 2008 10:04:23 GMT 1
Christian was an idiot. He couldn't understand why he had suggested anything when he still wasn't sure himself. And now Aidan was crying and it was all his fault. He whimpered, walking backwards with him to sit down on the bed carefully so as to not disturb Brooke. He was rather surprised that she had gone back to sleep so soon, usually she stayed up for hours. "But I will sometime..tell them..sometime soon.." He assured him.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on May 8, 2008 10:15:41 GMT 1
Aidan sat back next to Christian . "Okay" He nodded wiping his eyes and feeling like a complete and utter idiot. "When you're ready...now...I guess...maybe now it owuld be too early. We don't need an additional drama now. Let's rather focus on us and music"He continued wondering how much sense was in his words. Not much probably
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Post by Christian Tait on May 8, 2008 10:41:36 GMT 1
There wasn't much sense in Aidan's words but he got the gist of it easily. "Let's just forget I said anything..for now..we need to learn how to go an entire day without fighting before I do something like that. I'm sorry for bringing it up" He nodded his head quickly as if he were trying to convince himself that it was the best thing to do. To wait. "You're right. Us and music..that's the most important thing"
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Post by Aidan Kinney on May 8, 2008 10:54:55 GMT 1
"An entire day without fighting is a good idea" Aidan said smiling weakly. He still had a feeling Christian wanted something else from him but he couldn't figure out what. He fell onto his back staring at the ceiling. If only he knew what to do to feel more secure. To be able to fight for himself onstead of crying and apologizing. Christian would get sick of him faster than Brooke would get her first teeth
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Post by Christian Tait on May 8, 2008 11:11:21 GMT 1
Aidan was wrong about something. Brooke already had a couple of teeth, so there were no getting sick of him. He should know by now that this wasn't a game for Christian, he had never tried this hard to be with any one person. He was being genuine. Aidan was the only person to be able to have tamed Christian Tait. He didn't want anything more from him than just to be wanted. He got up to pick up the sleeping child so that she wouldn't fall off the side of the bed, placing her neatly back into the crib before laying back down on his side next to Aidan.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on May 8, 2008 11:27:36 GMT 1
And Aidan did want Christian. More than anyone in the world. There wasn't a thing he wouldn't do for the other man. He was ready to be with him and support him with everything, whether it was keeping their relationship a secret or coming out and telling the whole wide world. The only thing he was scared of was that he's ruin what was between them. "Still asleep?" Aidan asked quietly when Chris lay down beside him
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Post by Christian Tait on May 8, 2008 11:38:09 GMT 1
Christian had no problem with telling the world about them, except for the fact that his parents belonged in that world. If it weren't for them he would probably be the happiest man alive. But yet he wanted their approval, over his relationships especially. Would there ever be a world were parents truly loved their kids for who they were? "Yeah..she's still asleep. I don't know how you did it Kinney..she hadn't been up that long.." He nodded.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on May 8, 2008 11:44:26 GMT 1
Aidan wanted their approval too. He wanted Christian to be okay with his family, not to cause him problems with their relationship. But the best thing to do now was to change the topic. He smiled at Christian when he heard about Brooke. "It's the gentle Kinney touch, it does magic" He winked
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Post by Christian Tait on May 8, 2008 11:49:23 GMT 1
He could tell that Aidan was trying to change the subject and he was quite thankful for it. "The gentle Kinney touch?" Christian repeated, amused. "I don't think I'm familiar with that one. Could you show me how it goes?" It was easier to play this game when he didn't have to worry about his daughter drowning in a tub full of water.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on May 8, 2008 11:53:02 GMT 1
Aidan smiled playfully. He'd rather play this game too instead of fighting. He rolled onto his side then leaned over Christian sliding his fingers up his thigh gently. "That is something special. When you feel it once you won't be able to forget it. You'll be dreaming about it, striving to feel it again on your skin" His hand was moving higher as he was whispering the words into Christian's ear
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Post by Christian Tait on May 8, 2008 21:18:58 GMT 1
Christian's lips parted in a silent gasp as Aidan leaned over him and trailed long fingers over his thigh. He was serious about giving him the demonstration? This time he didn't want anything to get in the way of his personal time with his boyfriend, the only problem was that Brooke was right there and he was still uncomfortable with. That thought was pushed into the back of his mind the moment Aidan began whispering in his ear, eyes clouding over in lust. "What else?"
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Post by Aidan Kinney on May 8, 2008 21:24:12 GMT 1
Aidan licked his lips watching Christian's face. "You will shiver when you feel it, loving every minute of it, and when it's gone you will be dreaming of it. You will ask for it, beg to feel it again" In the meantime his ling fingers slipped under Christian's shirt caressing gently the skin on his stomach as his voice kept whispering into Christian's ear
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