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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 17, 2008 21:07:02 GMT 1
Aidan was beginning to become a little too mushy for Christian and he had to take a step back to save himself of the awkwardness of the situation, only after returning the kiss first. He was still having trouble getting used to this, them. "I'd..I'd like that.." He stuttered, turning another deep shade of red.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 17, 2008 21:59:46 GMT 1
Aidan stopped. He noticed Christian's reaction and it hurt him like hell. But he did all his best not to show it. He smiled softly and took a step back holding the guitar in both hands. "come on, let's go...I'm cold" He said casually turning away from Christian as he started to walk hoping to hide it all from Chris
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 17, 2008 22:09:03 GMT 1
Christian was such an idiot, but it wasn't his fault really. Aidan needed to stop thinking that he was this fearless guy that he tried to make himself out to be. Chris was a coward when it came to the two of them. He had already hurt his boyfriends feelings in the two minutes that they had been back together. He shoved his hands back into his pockets with a small sigh. "Where are we going?"
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 17, 2008 22:58:04 GMT 1
"I don't know" Aidan shrugged staring up at the moon. "home? " Only what was home. Which one? His place? Christian's place? What did they mean by home? "Hey moon, please forget to fall down, hey moon don't you go down" He sang quietly still looking up not sure what to do next. This was so complicated
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 17, 2008 23:08:50 GMT 1
"Home?" Christian repeated, arching his eyebrow. He hadn't a clue as to where that meant either. Their dorm rooms couldn't be called a home, they didn't have the right feel to them. But then again he hadn't gotten the chance to get a peak of Aidan's dorm yet, they hadn't been together long enough to get to that point. "Let's go to your place.." He said, holding out his hand for the other to lead the way. Humming under his breath.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 18, 2008 10:41:30 GMT 1
Aidan smiled softyl and nodded taking the other's hand and leading him. "Yes, home. That's home for me. More than my family home" He shuddered involuntarly at the thought. "you know what they say, home is the place where you feel safe and this is the first place where I feel safe" He explained
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 18, 2008 10:49:04 GMT 1
"Yeah I know what you mean.." Christian nodded, giving his hand a light squeeze. No he didn't, he had felt fairly safe in every place that he had stayed at, except maybe his dorm back at that stupid prep school he had been forced to go to. "Where do you think you'll live once you leave school?"
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 18, 2008 11:05:12 GMT 1
Aidan chewed at his bottom lip gently thinking. "I don't really know. I will have to find a place. Something cheap probably." He chuckled nervously. "Unless I suddenly win the lottery but that's impossible. Probably because I don't play" Maybe he should start? "What bout you? any plans?"
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 18, 2008 11:15:51 GMT 1
Christian stayed silent for a moment, rubbing at his chin with his free hand. He hadn't really put any thought into what he would be doing after school. His father would probably buy him his first place of course. Aiden Tait wouldn't push his children out into the real world without giving them a little help first. "I don't know. Maybe get a place out in the country? Someplace secluded with a big back yard where I can teach Brooke how to ride a bike.."
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 18, 2008 11:24:19 GMT 1
"that sounds great" Aidan nodded at the idea. It sounded really fantastic and he wished he could have dreams like that. But he was who he was and he would ever allow himself to even imagine he could live in a place like that with Chris and Brooke. He doubtes anyone would ever want to live with him. But he'd be happy in his little place
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 18, 2008 11:40:25 GMT 1
"You don't have to settle for just anything you know? If you settle then thats all you are ever going to get but if you dream a little bigger it will rive you harder to fulfill that dream" Christian stated quietly. Then again he could always offer Aidan a place to stay with him when it came to that time, but would they even last that long? He decided to keep his mouth shut until they got a little further into their relationship before he got his hopes up. He glanced at the moon, it was full tonight. "Your eyes are the size of the moon.." He hummed.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 18, 2008 11:49:34 GMT 1
"Chris, let's be real. We both know my situation and we both know that if I don't get somewhere myself no one will help me get there" Aidan said bitterly. "I'll try my best but I' may have to give up or just slow down for a while. " He stopped and looked at Christian smiling. "you should sing this more often. It cheers me up"
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 18, 2008 21:15:54 GMT 1
"So you don't think I'd help you if you'd let me? " Christian asked angrily. He was tired of people telling him that they'd never amount to anything. Addy, Reese, Aidan. They were all amazing people and they would know that if they would just open their eyes sometime. Chris wasn't attracted to nobodies. He wanted to take them all under his charity case, he actually liked helping people sometimes. He stopped too, taking the guitar from Aidan's hands to set it down on the sidewalk. Wrapping his arms around his neck to pull him close. "You could cause you can, so you do. We're feeling so good just the way that we do. When it's nine in the afternoon.." He sang softly into his ear.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 18, 2008 21:42:05 GMT 1
Aidan didn't answer Christian's question at once. He let himself be pulled close and sang for closing eyes as he relaxed. Suddenly he turned head and placed lips to Christian's kissing him softly. Gradually he deepened the kiss wrapping his own arms around the other man's waist. Oh how he missed that. He actually pinched his arm behind Christian's back to make sure he wasn't dreaming again. Finally he ended the kiss and looked into Christian's eyes. "you would. I know you would. But I want to try to get there on my own first. And we need to figure out us. See if we can make it before we start saving my bottom" He smiled
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 18, 2008 21:56:45 GMT 1
"You know..if you were dreaming you'd probably be standing here clad in only your underwear. No need to harm yourself. I'm real..I hope.." Christian chuckled. He took a small step back so as to be able to look at his face properly, just waiting for that thing he loved most to show itself in his features. "I would do it even if we don't work out. I want to help you. What do we need to figure out about us?"
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