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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 16, 2008 21:51:36 GMT 1
"I want you" Aidan said pulling him closer gently. "And I'm in my right mind" he smiled shyly blushing. "I do want you. i'm scared...not of your past...of our future...but I do want to try. Please don't push me away" He begged wrapping his other hand around Christian's wrist. "Don't let it end before it starts"
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 16, 2008 22:05:26 GMT 1
Christian didn't look up from his shoes immediately, even as he was tugged closer. He didn't know what to think about it or if he could trust him enough to tell him the truth. His mind couldn't get over the fact that Aidan was stoned and could be saying anything. He could yell at him some more, for being afraid of the future but then again Chris was too. He didn't like not knowing what was going to happen. He lifted his gaze to his ex lovers face. "It's not my call..It's yours"
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 16, 2008 22:13:03 GMT 1
"I want you. I really mean it" Aidan said getting up and pulling Chris closer. The drugs only gave him enough courage to say it all. "So if you want me to...if you're not going to throw me out of your room and your life again....give us a chance." he leaned and kissed Christian's lips slowly. "So? Will you?" He asked with hope
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 16, 2008 22:25:42 GMT 1
"I threw you out so that you could come back" Christian explained, not really understanding his own reasoning anymore. Though Aidan hadn't came back, he had just given up on him. He turned his head just as Aidan leaned in to kiss him so that he caught his cheek instead, suddenly becoming extremely aware of the fact that they were having this conversation in the middle of a crowded bar. "I will..if we can get out of here"
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 16, 2008 22:31:13 GMT 1
Aidan's face fell. Twice. At Christian's words and then the kiss. But he understood and nodded suddenly realizing the same thing as Christian and blushing bright red. "yeah...let's get out of here" He said letting go of Christian's hand. He walked around the chair and picked up his guitar. "I'll be right back" He said as he walked to the end of the bar. He talked for a while with some guy then took some money from him and walked to Chris smiling. "I got paid"
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 16, 2008 22:42:13 GMT 1
Christian waited just outside of the door with his hands shoved deep into the pockets of his now stained jeans as Aidan left him to do god knows what. Not that he minded waiting alone much, the cool nights air helped sober him up some. Once again he were going to have to thank Addy for forcing him to go out tonight. He hated it when she was right. "That's great.." He smiled weakly, dropping his arm around his boyfriends shoulder as he returned. "Let me guess, this goes to the guitar fund?"
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 17, 2008 7:16:34 GMT 1
Aidan nodded quickly wrapping his own arm around Christian's waist. "They pay good money here. I might do it more often" He said after stuffing the bills in his pocket and picking up his guitar from the ground. "It's not a dream job but will have to be enough till I get enough money" He put his head on Christian's shoulder and looked up at him smiling shyly, not sure if he was allowed to do that.
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 17, 2008 10:05:23 GMT 1
Christian opened his mouth to speak but refrained from doing so. He could buy Aidan that guitar easily whenever he wanted to, though he knew saying something about it would only upset him. Aidan had too much pride. He nodded, massaging his left shoulder lightly as they walked. "Brooke's been killing me. I'm not her favorite word anymore..It's always Dan this and Dan that. I thought I would go insane. You have a new admirer Aidan Kinney.." He stated as a change of subject.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 17, 2008 10:26:06 GMT 1
Aidan chuckled quietly. "Ah so that's the reason why you decided to let me go with you" He teased. They still had a lot to talk about but they could joke on their way. The atmosphere didn't need an additional tension. "That's gonna sound strange but I miss her too." He said smiling.
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 17, 2008 10:43:17 GMT 1
Christian winked. His annoyance with Brooke could possibly be one of the reasons, but it was more of the fact that he was lonely and Aidan had been the only person he had ever really been interested in. "It doesn't sound strange at all. You are family..it's ok to miss each other.." He replied, stumbling once over his feet. A small blush rose up into his cheeks.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 17, 2008 11:11:43 GMT 1
Aidan's eyes widened at the word. He looked at Christian with surprise and mouth opened. He blinked a few times and finally managed to stutter. "a family?" That was a surprise but it made Aidan feel all fuzzy inside. Maybe this family would be normal. Alright, so they did have a difficult start but he doubted Chris would hurt him
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 17, 2008 11:19:03 GMT 1
"Of course.." He nodded. Family was important to Christian, therefore it didn't surprise him to make that assumption about them so soon. They already acted like an old married couple with all that fighting and making up. "Why so surprised? Isn't that what we are supposed to be? Am I doing it wrong?"
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 17, 2008 11:26:36 GMT 1
"no...no!" aidan shook head quickly. "Only...with my family experience and our fights...I didn't really expect that...especially so soon" He was biting his lip for a while staring at his shoes. Finally he looked back at Christian, put the guitar case on the ground and wrapped both arms around Christian's neck tightly hugging the other man
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 17, 2008 11:35:31 GMT 1
Christian kept his arms down at his sides as Aidan surprised him with another hug, unsure as to whether he was happy or upset with him for saying that. He could be in trouble for trying to rush it. Did Aidan even want a family with him? He was panicking now, much like the way Adia did when she was pushed in to an uncomfortable situation. Mostly encouraged by the sheer amount of alcohol that he had consumed tonight. His breathing quickened into short gasps. "I'm sorry"
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 17, 2008 11:54:14 GMT 1
Aidan losened his grip on Christian's nect and pressed their foreheads together. "No need to be sorry. The past is the past and now it's time for the future. " He murmured pressing lips to Christian's in a light kiss. "Our future" He whispered it barely aoudibly scared of Christian's reaction
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