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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 2, 2008 11:13:35 GMT 1
It wasn't that Chris didn't want to be in a relationship, he just didn't know how or even if he could. He was used to people coming and going and he doing the same without having any feelings in between. When you didn't feel anything it didn't hurt as bad in the long run. "I can't forget..Aidan.." He replied quietly, rubbing his stomach in fear that he was going to get sick from all this talk. "You said you wanted to try..that you didn't want to guess..but I don't know what trying means to you.."
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 2, 2008 11:21:44 GMT 1
Aidan chuckled bitterly. He was getting into his sarcastic mood. He could feel that. And it definitely wasn't good. "I'm afraid I won't be too helpful with my experience. I've never been in a relationship, I've neved seen a relationship of my close friends for I simply have none, and I didn't even have a good example at home" He said cynically. "All I know is that I like you. I like your company. I'd like to see if you like me too and if we could mybaybe have somethign together. I don't know what that something is...all I know is that I want something that goes behind sex." He finished and dug slim hands in the pockets of his pants
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 2, 2008 11:29:20 GMT 1
Christian wanted to stand here and figure this out but Aidan's new sarcastic nature was starting to piss him off. It made him feel somewhat guilty for not being so sure about himself. He knew that neither of them had ever been in a relationship before, he didn't need to be reminded of that. He crossed his arms across his chest, hazel eyes narrowing to put on that tough exterior to hide the mess that was currently going on in his head. "And how do we figure that out? I'm not going to do it for you..if you want something you go out and take it Kinney.."
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 2, 2008 11:41:53 GMT 1
Aidan rubbed his forehead and sighed. "I thought I alreadydid figure it out. I told you what I want but we both know I can't force you" He explained. "And to know if it's possible we'd have to try thiss together but since you don't seem to willing I think it will be better to just forget this conversation ever took place and focus on music"
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 2, 2008 11:48:17 GMT 1
"You are impossible Kinney" Christian groaned, pulling at his hair in frustration. He needed an aspirin and to kill Addy for leaving him here like this. The kid still wasn't getting his question. By try did he mean pretending to be together for awhile or something completely different? If this confusion went on for too long he would up and forget everything completely. "I'm fcuking willing if you'd ever tell me what to do.." He replied through gritted teeth.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 2, 2008 12:00:02 GMT 1
"I don't know what you'd have to do damnit!" Aidan cried frustrated as well. "I told you I don't know what normal relationships look like. All I know is that I'd like to try to have a relationship with you. To try to be together. I don't know what would have to be done. But I do know that if we decided to do it I wouldn't want you to sleep with others. Is it clear enough?" He asiked sighing, visibly resigned, waiting for christian to laugh at his naivety
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 2, 2008 21:46:48 GMT 1
Was Aidan actually standing there asking Christian Tait, the one night stand king, to be in an exclusive relationship? Was that even possible for him? The guy who had given up on love and feelings altogether. He didn't know what to say, the pressure was just too much. His choice would either make him or break him. He took another step back, rested his hands on both knees for a few seconds then straightened back up again. "It's clear.."
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 2, 2008 22:01:46 GMT 1
Aidan didn't have to be experienced or a genius to read Chrisitan's feeling. They were clearly written on his face. He ran fingers through his hair messing it up then pushed the glasses up his nose. "Good. Now I think I should go. I have already made a fool of myself. The greatest fool in the world." He sighed then turned around, grabbed his bag and started going towards the pavement. Christian was under too much pressure now. Aidan just standing there and waiting for his answer would only make it worse
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 2, 2008 22:07:30 GMT 1
Christian let him go, feeling worse than he had when he had caught him and Adia together. It was for the best though, he couldn't come up with answer on the spot like that. He needed the time to think this through and figure out where he really wanted to stand. "I'll..I'll see you.." He mumbled.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 2, 2008 22:12:06 GMT 1
Aidan had good ears and he heard him. "Of course you will" He said turning his head and smiling at Chris. "You owe me a song, remember?" He waved his hand then turned his head back and kept walking until he was sure he couldn't be seen. Then he started to run as fast as he could hoping he could reach his dorm before breaking
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