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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 4, 2008 23:58:48 GMT 1
AIdan wasn't proud of his body. He'd never been. He was skinny and pale, he didn't have muscles and he had girlish face. Who at their right mind would want him? Not to mention thinking he was pretty. He couldn't even think the word 'beautiful' about himself. "No" He shook head smiling and then mentally slapped himself. If he said he yes Chris would think he was shivering because he was cold and now he'd look like a fool
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 5, 2008 0:08:22 GMT 1
Aidan was like a cute little puppy in Christian's eyes. His naivety and innocence was what intrigued him the most, there weren't many people around this school that he knew of that was like that. "No?" He repeated, sliding his hand down his thin chest. "Then what is it? Are you afraid of me?"
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 5, 2008 0:14:07 GMT 1
Aidan gasped when Christian's hand touched his chest and shivered more. No matter how hard he tried he couldn't stop it. He was feeling silly blushing again. "No....I....I'm just nervous" And scared. Very scared. That he'd do something wrong, that Chris would decide he's ugly, that he'd laugh at him. He looked down at the hand touching his skin
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 5, 2008 0:22:41 GMT 1
Christian sighed, sliding his hand up Aidan's chest to rest on his neck. Pulling him closer for a brief kiss to let him know that he wasn't kidding when he said that he liked what he saw. "Nervous about what?" He asked quietly "You shouldn't..It's just..It's just me. If I didn't like you I wouldn't have asked you here..I wouldn't be your..your..don't make me say it.."
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 5, 2008 0:33:31 GMT 1
Aidan couldn't help it but laughed at Christian's words. "my lover?" He suggested smiling playfully despite all the shyness. Maybe Christian really did like what he saw. Aidan decided to try to be more self confident. He was still shivering but he wrapped his arms around Christian instead of himself and pulled the other man closer
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 5, 2008 0:43:32 GMT 1
"Yeah..that" Christian nodded, blushing. That was a better word for it. Boyfriend sounded too technical and not him. He needed time to get used to it. He climbed into Aidan's lap as he was pulled closer, straddling his thighs while he played with the hair on the back of his head. He glanced over his shoulder at the crib and then back at Aidan. "Can I ask you something?"
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 5, 2008 0:45:55 GMT 1
Aidan wrapped his arms around Chris loosely when the other man landed in his lap. he let his hands wander up and down his back slowly looking up into big brown eyes. "Of course" He said. They would talk? A conversation in this situation wasn't a good sign. Aidan shivered again but he just pulled Chris closer to get some of the other man's warmth
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 5, 2008 0:54:12 GMT 1
Christian reached behind him as Aidan continued to shiver and took one of his blankets to wrap around the both of them, hugging him tighter. "Well..seeing as we are lovers" Another cringe. "Being with me would also mean that you got Brooke too. And I was just wondering how you felt about that exactly?
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 5, 2008 1:05:04 GMT 1
Aidan welcomed the blanket gratefully. At least it would cover his ugly body. He frowned a little realizing what Christian was asking about. Did he really think Aidan would just leave because of Brooke? "well...technically I can't say I love her. I barely know her. But I was aware of her presence in your life when I decided to try this. Don't forget she was with you when I met you and I even let her drool on me. So yes, I know there's no you without her and I say okay. I accept it. I don't mind it and I'm sure I'll love her when I get to know her" He smiled. "As long as you don't want me to breastfeed her" he winked
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 5, 2008 1:31:30 GMT 1
Christian smiled, remembering that day very clearly in his mind. It had been his first time getting out and actually doing something fun after winning custody of her. He wouldn't have met Aidan if it wasn't for her, she was his personal babe magnet. "You'll love her.." Chris insisted, kissing him. "I'll make you"
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 5, 2008 12:45:53 GMT 1
"Well if she's as sweet as you then I'm sure I will" Aidan answered and immediately blushed deep red when he realized what he'd just suggested. "Children are great as long as they don't try to blacken my eye" He said quickly laughing. "There was this kid once. My aunt's child. They gate it to me to hold and the first thing the kid did was slamming his fist into my eye" He was babbling now though the story was true and made him grimace at the unpleasant memory
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 5, 2008 13:20:53 GMT 1
Christian blushed scarlet at Aidan's comment. It made him feel all awkward and fuzzy inside but it was also too soon to even be hinting at something like that. It would scare Chris away. He forced that thought out of his head and put on a smile. "Brooke is much too small to do much damage to you. She's only.." His mouth dropped open in shock. "She's only eight months" He couldn't believe he had missed out on the eighth month mark during the time he was moping around thinking. Chris liked to celebrate each month up until her first birthday.
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 5, 2008 13:26:43 GMT 1
Aidan's eyes widened when he saw the blush on Christian's cheeks. It was the first time even that he ssaw the man blush and it made him smile. NOt only it looked adorable but also very innocent. Something Aidan thought Chris didn'thave. "Only eights month? Come on, eight months is a big girl! He laughed joking to loosen up the tension
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Post by Christian Tait on Apr 5, 2008 13:35:59 GMT 1
Christian still had a lot of innocence in him actually but he didn't get to show that side of himself very often. People always expected him to act a certain way so he ended up fulfilling their expectations. "Yeah well you are nineteen. Don't you think that's old enough to start acting like a big boy?" He teased. "You have a grown man in your lap that wants you very much and you have yet to do anything about it"
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Post by Aidan Kinney on Apr 5, 2008 13:45:28 GMT 1
"You forgot to add a half naked and very hot" Aidan murmured leaning to press a few small kisses to Christian's collarbone. He looked up and smiled sheepishly. "I'd love to do anything about it...there's only one problem" He bat his eyelashes and caught bottom lip between his teeth. "I don't know what to do...so if this grown man could maybe help me..." He let his finger slide down Christian's chest and stomach saying thst
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